I am more things than I'm reporting
I go by Rumi. Have fun. Whatever you know me as.
Rambling droid.
Agender, Autistic, Black. They/them pronouns
I am a being of many alias
formerly abothersomeexistence...
Bad news: the hours are horrid and I’m not making enough to live on
Good news: I talked to my manager and I might go on a way better schedule very soon.
Basically:
Until then-I’m broke! I have medication, gas, and two bills coming at the end of this month and leading into the next. So I could, for hopefully the last time (I rlly hope) use some help.
So basically if you wanna help out a mixed butch gal, please considering doing one of the above and/or reblog this. Thank y’all and I swear every little bit helps.
Ok, so I have two bills due next week, a 147 bill and 92 bill, so I’m going to need 239 USD by next week. Please help if you can, and thank y’all who’ve already donated, and spread this.
the entity feelings are really just … acting up these days.
such notions are always there. but like. damn. it’s really making making itself very very known.
which i’m fine with but.. trying to articulate that, in the midst of still trying to ‘exist’ in a world that i’m not sure that i want to, just drags me.
i find myself even in spaces where i can do something.. or another, there’s points where the alienation really fucks me up and i just want to be outside, or in other places.
some people think i speak of entity feelings as a metaphor. sometimes it is.. sometimes it’s really, really not. and so my responses to what is happening and the everything of it all … i don’t know.
trying to find words for it feels like a farce. i wish i could make my voice make the dissonant noises that seem more like an adequate way to communicate.
“Platonic love is vital, essential, and perhaps the one thing left in this wretched landscape that could save us all for a little bit longer than we deserve. I love my friends even when I don’t tell them enough. I have crawled from the wreckage of enough heartbreak to know who will still be standing when I emerge and who won’t, and I hold those still standing close to me.”
Aha update on somethings. Still waiting to fix my car, I got a job today! But my car’s insurance is due and I cannot pay this right now with everything going on. So, please help. I’m sorry.
Aha update on somethings. Still waiting to fix my car, I got a job today! But my car’s insurance is due and I cannot pay this right now with everything going on. So, please help. I’m sorry.
You hold the fandom record for most angst edits. The fandom is divided over “I can fix them” and “I can make them worse.” You have some severe past trauma and are probably queercoded. The writers had a lot of fun giving you more layers than an onion.
[oh this is a role that i would deeply resent cause i would not trust where people are getting their interpretations from at all. . but probably find some entertainment in it lol. you’re all wrong. for so many reasons. ]
